NIHILISM, LIFE AFTER DEATH, AND MODERN PHILOSOPHY 

What Nihilism and Nihilist philosophies – including Rationalism, Humanism, Agnosticism, Existentialism, etc., Really Say About Your Future

Do you believe that life does end, or may end, at death? Everyone who believes that death may be the end should read the following essay from cover to cover. It represents a serious attempt to identify what may be a critical flaw in the foundation of many modern philosophies. It will help those who study Nihilism, Rationalism, Humanism, Agnosticism, and Existentialism, recognize questions that are probably already on their minds. It will address essential questions that you need to seek answers for. We will suggest that, whether they realize and admit it or not, anyone who does not believe in an "afterlife", be they Rationalists, Humanists, Agnostics, or otherwise, is necessarily a Nihilist.

Who are nihilists? What is nihilism? Encarta defines nihilism (from Latin nihil, "nothing") as a "designation applied to various radical philosophies, usually by their opponents, the implication being that adherents of these philosophies reject all positive values and believe in nothing." (Encarta, Copyright (c) 1994 Microsoft Corporation) Webster's Dictionary defines nihilism as - "(1) (a) a viewpoint that traditional values and beliefs are unfounded and that existence is senseless and useless (b) a doctrine that denies any objective ground of truth and especially of moral truths (2) a doctrine or belief that conditions in the social organization are so bad as to make destruction desirable for its own sake independent of any constructive program or possibility..." ((c) 1997 by Merriam-Webster, Incorporated).

We will be discussing the idea that true Nihilists, those who accept Nihilism, "believe in nothing". We will suggest that any use of the word Nihilism that includes active destruction of anything is an unjustified extension of the concepts underlying nihilism. We will suggest that there are no logical grounds for what is often called "positive" nihilism, which is sometimes associated with Humanism and Rationalism. In doing so we will be questioning the very foundation of the works of modern philosophers who argue that one may find or create "value" in a world without a life after death, a Nihilistic, Rationalistic, Humanistic, world.

In response to what appears to be a strong, intuitive, predisposition of readers to dismiss the conclusions of this essay as simply wrong, it has grown from a few pages to a lengthy, sometimes difficult to read, somewhat rambling, occasionally boring, text. For those who want a shorter introduction to our thoughts on nihilism, please read the summary of this essay by clicking here. Most readers will want to read the summary before proceeding with the detailed analysis. Those who choose to continue with this version may also find the summary interesting, as it includes some additional materials (the summary is from a chapter in a book we publish, which we provide links to at the end of this essay). Also, please note that if you have already read the summary you will recognize that this full version includes most of the summary text. As you read this essay please do not skip over that text as it is easier to understand this version when it is carefully read from beginning to end.

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After you understand what we are saying, even if you don't agree with us (we may be wrong), we believe you will discover profound questions that you will want to seek answers for. When you have finished reading the entire text we hope that you will recognize why every person who has doubts about the existence of a life after death needs to review their beliefs. We also hope that you will find that it was worth the effort required to understand how we reached our conclusions about this difficult topic.

First, let me state emphatically that I believe life has positive meaning. I am not a nihilist, and I do not believe that the conclusions of nihilism are correct. I am a theist who believes in a non-physical soul, and who does not in fact believe that the logical consequences of the death of a purely physical being are the actual consequences we face on our death. This essay is primarily philosophic and scientific in nature, however near the end of the text you will be invited to read other essays that explore my theist beliefs and my belief in a life after death. We will also mention some alternative physical theories that I do not accept, yet that I have not been able to completely rule out as possibilities.

So why would I want to discuss something that I do not believe in? There are several critical reasons. Nihilism is far from the isolated, oddball, radical philosophy many consider it to be. I would suggest that nihilism is the logical "conclusion" of most modern humanistic philosophies. More importantly, I believe that nihilistic death is accepted, though not recognized, as the universal destination of humankind by all who do not believe in a life after death. I would suggest that if we embrace a modern secular philosophy, or no philosophy/religion at all, we must embrace nihilism. We will assert that if you believe that your existence may end at physical death, you are accepting the idea that "nothing" may follow death, and you are by definition accepting the possibility that "nihilism" is correct. Once we realize that the acceptance of nihilism is a necessary consequence of our humanistic beliefs, or non-beliefs, we will be able to decide for ourselves if what we currently believe to be true, is what we really want to believe is true. Until we understand the nature of "nothing", we may well have difficulty appreciating "anything".

Most people who believe that humans are physical beings whose consciousness is a product of, and constrained by, the physical laws of the universe, exhibit a conscious or subconscious determination to avoid the logical conclusions that follow from such a belief. Most human beings find it difficult to think about the possibility that their existence may end at death, an event they feel somehow protected from by the fact that it lies in the "future". Almost all humans refuse to visualize, let alone accept, the logical consequences that may follow death without life after death. We will suggest that if we cease to exist at our death the logical conclusion is that the void that follows death "consumes" and "annihilates" not just our future, but our entire lives, past, present, and future. It is extremely difficult, perhaps impossible, for human beings to comprehend a void that replaces all that is, a true "nothing". The very nature of human existence cries out against a conclusion that life itself may be "meaningless" (please keep in mind that I believe life does have meaning). I would ask that those who believe that when a physical being ceases to exist the entire being ceases to exist, break through the incredible barriers in the human mind that protect us from "self-destructive" thoughts, and explore with me the probable consequences of such a belief.

Warning! There is a risk that when someone who is "depressed" considers the consequences of their own death, he or she may misunderstand the possibilities, and may become dangerously depressed. In fact the opposite should be true! Those who understand death should conclude both that there is nothing at all to fear from a death in which they would cease to exist, and that there is abundant hope in the alternatives which may exist. We are not suggesting in this essay that there is no "reason to live", in fact we are saying the opposite. If you are distressed by what you read, you should carefully reconsider what is being said, and understand that there is no reason whatsoever to be disturbed by the general conclusions. Toward the end of the essay we will suggest other readings that discuss reasons for living. We have abundant hope that if you search for meaning and value in your life you will find it. If you are still "depressed" by the possibility of a nihilistic death, you are misunderstanding what is being said. Anyone who is, or becomes, seriously depressed, should seek professional help immediately! [If you find yourself distressed or depressed by our conclusions please read the note at the end of this essay.]

Before we continue, there are some basic assumptions we need to make. First we need to assume that reality is real. Next we need to assume that our physical lives exist, in some manner, from what we call physical birth to what we call physical death. Then we need to assume that those who believe that human consciousness is a product of the human brain would agree that each individual's physical brain/mind will eventually die and cease to exist. Furthermore we assume that they would agree that when an individual's physical brain dies the "physical consciousness" of that individual ceases to exist. We also assume that those who believe that human consciousness is a product of the physical brain, those who believe that there is no such thing as a non-physical consciousness, would agree that from the point in "time" when physical death occurs "forward" an individual ceases to exist. This is a logical conclusion from the proposition that consciousness is a product of physical neurological activity. I really cannot see an alternative rational conclusion for those who believe that humans are constrained by their physical nature.

Please note that for "time" we adopt the common temporal measure that is derived in special relativity from physical state evolution, the "time" that we see measured by the hands of our analog watches. When we discuss technical issues in the second half of this essay, we will see that this "time" is not present in general relativity, and that a temporal variable is probably not a fundamental part of the universe. When we refer to "time" we are using a popular convention for describing the causal order of sequential events, however we believe that the underlying reality is much more complex. We refer to clocks and the time they measure because they are familiar and comfortable, that does not mean that we accept the general belief that what they measure has an independent reality.  You should keep in mind that when we say that event A occurs at 12:00 and event B at 12:01, we are actually saying nothing more than event A is the cause of event B. At a fundamental level we are not saying anything at all about the time in which the events occur, or about whether state evolution is essentially temporal or atemporal.

Thus a nihilist, humanist, rationalist, existentialist, etc., (adherents of what I will collectively call "humanistic" philosophies), and anyone else who does not believe in a "life" after death, should accept as a part of their beliefs the conclusion that at physical death an individual ceases to exist. It is essential to understand that even when modern humanistic philosophies find "value" in life, they universally conclude that human existence either ends at death, or that any continuation of life after death is not relevant to human existence (i.e.- atoms that constituted a physical human being may continue to exist as part of another object, but the conscious being no longer exists). Some scientists distinguish between the brain, which is a physical organ, and the mind, which includes the abstract products of brain activity. For our purpose brain and mind can be used interchangeably. Scientists who believe that all life ends at death would agree that when the brain dies, the mind dies, and the individual ceases to exist. You need to realize that human beings are essentially viewed by nihilists, humanists, rationalists, existentialists, etc., as top dogs on the evolutionary ladder. Therefore, many scientists believe that human existence depends on consciousness which is a product of the brain or mind, and they conclude that individual human existence ends at the moment of physical death. Just as a dog dies and ceases to exist, a human dies and ceases to exist.

If you do not continue to exist in some form after death, what good are all the experiences, decisions, triumphs, defeats, all the moments of your life? Even though I cannot objectively prove that it is true, if you do not survive the grave, if you return to the state of being that preceded your birth, then I would suggest to you that nothing in fact does matter. While over the ages men and women have sought to perpetuate themselves through their children, their place in history, their role in society, and through intricate philosophical webs of existentialism and other essays on physical man's importance, the fact of physical death remains. If each generation's death means the end of those individuals, then we are all faced with an endless cycle of creation and destruction, the meaning of which, if any, is beyond comprehension.

If there is anything in life we can count on occurring without fail, it is physical death. The successful bank president, the champion athlete, the housewife, the famous, the unknown, every human being, you, I, die. While all acknowledge the certainty of their eventual demise, few think about death until they are faced with it. The simple fact of death is not news to anyone, yet the reality of its impending occurrence is ignored by virtually every living person. The very nature of human life denies death and shrouds it in the cloak of future events, events that are not yet real and need not be dealt with in the present. Living is too important and time consuming to be concerned with mortality. The fact that you are moving steadily toward your death is most likely, and literally, to be the last thing on your mind!

Observing the inevitable death of every creature that inhabits the earth, we may have a recurrent feeling that death is the end. On the other hand, it is virtually inconceivable to us that all we are, all we have been, all we will be, will be rendered void in that moment of death. It goes against human nature to visualize the effective destruction of our past, present, and future that may accompany death without existence beyond death. Yet if each human being does cease to exist, then I would assert that all human beings are, or in the case of generations yet unborn will be, waiting their turn to cease existing. If each and every human being ceases to be, then the feeling of continuity that pervades the human race is false.

Most of us think of our ancestors as a link to the past, and our children as a link to the future, yet if we do not survive the grave each generation dies an isolated death, which mocks any assertion that humankind has a continuing existence apart from its individual members. If each person's death results in their no longer existing, then no manner of historical recording, social progression, or other remembrance in the minds of those whose time to die is yet to come, can in any way affect, preserve, or make any difference whatever to those who no longer are. No one will survive to remember. If each of us ceases to be, then your life has no meaning and your choices make no difference.

We will consider what we just said in some detail, first by working toward a deeper comprehension of the general ideas, and then by asking what science tells us about all this? If each person's consciousness exists only during their physical lives on earth, and if their physical lives proceed from birth to death, then the consequences of that person's death necessarily follows their death. Who can be affected by that death? Certainly those who survive may be affected, but here is the "problem", the death cannot be of any consequence to the human being who no longer exists! The moment before the death of a human being perhaps it can be said that the impending death affects that being, but the very moment after the person dies, he or she is no longer around to be affected! Admittedly this conclusion is very hard to accept, and many will dismiss it without thought, but it is a logical result of no longer existing (we will discuss a bit later the very controversial and complex science behind this conclusion).

Let us assume, for example, that a comet collides with the Earth at some time in the future before humans have colonized space. Assume further that all life on Earth is annihilated by the collision. It is very hard to accept, but if there is no continuation of life after death the most logical, I believe the only logical, conclusion is that the complete annihilation of humankind is of absolutely no consequence to humankind! While the words may sound bizarre and counter intuitive, in fact they are not. The moment after the total destruction of humankind it can be said with certainty that the destruction of humankind had no affect whatsoever on humankind, simply because humankind no longer exists to be affected.

If you accept that time has direction (or at least that events follow a causal, sequential, chain), then cause and effect, action and consequence, apparently occur in a fixed order, the former always "preceding" the latter. Keeping that in mind, the idea that after total destruction of humankind there would be no-one left to be affected should not seem as bizarre. Assuming local time asymmetry (actually any causal evolution works the same), one action will always precede another action. If the action that is called the death of a being is equivalent to the physical annihilation of that being, the consequence of that action / annihilation, necessarily follows in time the action / annihilation. If there is a causal sequence to events, then the action cannot be of any consequence to a being who no longer exists. Again, the moment before the destruction of humankind perhaps it could be said that the impending destruction affects humankind (perhaps not - see below), but the very moment after humankind is destroyed there is absolutely no humankind to be affected. Assume that the comet annihilates humankind at 12:00 noon, the consequence of that destruction occurs at 12:00 noon PLUS a moment in time, and at 12:00 noon plus the moment in time there is no humankind left to be affected! Indeed, there is no humankind around that is conscious of the fact that the comet struck the earth!

The same logic applies to the history of individuals not visited by a catastrophic event. If you believe that each human is an individual entity, which seems to follow rather easily from the idea that humans are physical beings only, then (if there is no life after death) at the time of their death each individual experiences the identical individual annihilation that all humankind would experience together if the earth and its inhabitants were simultaneously "destroyed". If a human being dies at 12:00 noon, at 12:01 they are not "around" to be affected by their death. If an individual named Bill dies at 12:00 noon, and there is no life after death, at 12:01 Bill no longer exists to be affected by his death. There are many arguments that purport to counter this logic, including the assertion that a person's life before physical death may be meaningful, yet all the alternative arguments are set in the time before death, within the causal sequence of events that precede death. I believe that none of the arguments adequately address the period after death (perhaps with a possible exception suggested by special relativity that is discussed below), and therefore none answer the question of how a person who no longer exists could be affected by anything at all?

Again, "If an individual named Bill dies at 12:00 noon, and there is no life after death, at 12:01 Bill no longer exists to be affected by his death." It is clear that before 12 noon Bill's impending death affects him, he may be fearful, he may get his affairs in order, he may say his good-byes, he may try to avoid his death, etc. I am not saying that near death experiences will not affect Bill. I am not saying that his impending death does not affect him while he remains alive. What I am asking is, who will be affected by Bill's actual death, an event that does not occur until the very moment of noon? Ask yourself these questions. Is Bill a conscious being who exists the moment before noon? The answer would appear to be "yes". Bill's mind dies at precisely noon (I realize that death is a process, but for simplicity let us assume it ends at noon). Is Bill a conscious being who exists the moment after noon? If you do not believe in a continuation of consciousness after death, I do not see how you can answer the question "yes"? If Bill is not a conscious being after death, then who can be affected by his death? It would seem that we can say that if Bill is not a conscious being after death, then Bill cannot be a member of the group who is affected by his death.

Let's set the example in a larger time frame. Let us say Bill died at noon on January 1, 1900, having lived some twenty years. I am not saying that Bill did not live from 1880 to 1900. I am not saying that during those twenty years Bill did not alter the universe in which he lived. What I am saying is that if there is no continuation of life after death, the individual named Bill does not exist in the universe at any date and time after 12:00 noon, January 1, 1990. If we do not survive death, after 12:00 noon (i.e. - after completion of the sequence of causal events that precede Bill's death) you could search the entire universe for Bill and you would never find him (perceptive readers are probably thinking that Bill continues to exist as his world-line even after his physical death, we will discuss that later). Bill's death occurs at precisely 12:00 noon. Not minutes, or even moments, later. If there is no life after death, the very moment after the event known as Bill's death, Bill no longer exists. After 12:00 noon Bill cannot be affected by anything, including his death.

The logic goes even further. If you do not believe that human consciousness continues to exist after physical death, then death not only annihilates each individual's present and future, but also annihilates their past. Most people would agree that for an object to have a present and a future the object must exist. Yet many would make the distinction that while an object cannot have a present and a future if it does not exist, it somehow can have a past. It is clear that the present and future of an object are bound to the existence of the object, but so to is the object's past. Much of the problem lies in the popular usage of the words past, present, and future both to describe that which is part of an object (a "past" that belongs to the object much as a physical mind belongs to a living individual), and to describe the existence of the object from a third party's view (a past which is a chronological description of the object over the time it existed).

It is a misconception to equate the fact that there is a "history" of all beings or objects that is set in the "past", with the statement that a being or object that no longer exists has a "past". The first idea simply states that the being or object existed over a finite period that is apparent to those who currently exist. The extension of the concept of such a history to the idea that somehow the object or being that no longer exists still possesses a "past" confuses the distinction these two words can convey. Once an object or being no longer exists it obviously has no present or future, similarly the object has no past. While it may be difficult to accept, a mountain that no longer exists has no past, present, or future for the simple reason that there is no such mountain. There is a current history of a mountain that once existed, but there is no mountain we can point to and describe the "past" of. This is far more than semantics. A person who lived a thousand years ago had a historic life that those who are alive can be conscious of, but the person no longer has a past which is their past and which they can be conscious of.

There is a "history" of every individual's life that is separate from that life, and there is a "past" that is a part of an individual's life that physically affects that particular life, that alters events on what the cosmologist calls the individual's "world-line" (later in our discussion we will explain why we believe that the general interpretation of world-lines as preserving all the events in our lives is wrong). A newspaper account that tells of an individual having their foot broken in a car accident may be based on memories of a reporter who saw the accident, but it is not the same as the physical injury that the individual actually suffered. For the individual who broke his or her foot, the injury was more than a news report of what happened to someone else, it was a physical event in their physical past. The distinction is that when that individual no longer exists they do not simply lose the recorded history of the injury, as would be the case if the newspaper article was destroyed, but they also lose the event in a "past" that is their past, a past that they can be aware of, a past that altered their existence while they were alive. Indeed, the event was part of his or her physical past while they were alive, yet from the moment he or she died and ceased to exist, he or she no longer has a physical past. The person who broke their foot no longer exists. The event is no longer part of the past of the individual who no longer exists!

The English language lacks the words that would make it easy to convey the difference between a history set in the past that is the sum of all lifetimes, and a past that is unique to and dependent on the existence of an individual life. Perhaps humankind has avoided the initially discomforting possibility of "finite pasts" by not distinguishing them from the infinite, perhaps the majority simply do not accept the possibility of the perpetual annihilation of human beings.

If we are physical creatures only, when the physical no longer exists we no longer exist, period. The resulting void is just that, a complete and total void. There is nothing to fear, for there will be no one to experience anything negative. There is nothing to look forward to, for there will be no one to experience anything positive.

Admittedly, what we have talked about is very difficult to understand. It is not intuitive. It is not "comfortable". It is easy to dismiss by resort to seemingly logical arguments. It is relatively easy to say that Bill had a past simply because he lived in the past, simply because he altered the universe forever. We have a strong urge to declare that Bill's past "lives" on because his life benefited "forever" both the world he lived in and humankind! But that easy conclusion really begs the question how Bill can have a past that is his past if Bill no longer exists? If there is no life after death, there appears to be an underlying truth to the idea that physical death annihilates an individual's physical past. If so, it would seem to undermine the foundation of all philosophies that do not believe in a life after death.

I would imagine that most readers who do not believe in a life after death will indeed find a way to dismiss the conclusions of this essay. Since these ideas go to the very heart of humanistic philosophies, those who are not willing to accept the conclusions on their face should take the time to try to build a logically solid answer to the question how can Bill have a past that belongs to Bill if Bill no longer exists? I do not believe it can be done.

Once again, if Bill dies at 12:00 noon, and there is no life after death, at 12:01 Bill no longer exists to be affected by his death. The moment before Bill's death it is clear that Bill has a past, present, and future. The moment after Bill's death it is clear that Bill has no present and future, and therefore he can no longer be affected by his past. Is this not the same thing as saying that the individual named Bill no longer has a past?

Even if there is no life after death, it is still clear that the life Bill led "forever" altered the universe in which he lived. Perhaps a beautiful lake exists because Bill obtained funding for it. Perhaps lung cancer no longer kills people because Bill found the cure. These are all things that are part of the past of the universe, and while he was living, they were a part of Bill's past. Before Bill died perhaps he had fond memories of his accomplishments. Indeed we will assume that Bill could recall most of the events, both positive and negative, that made up his life, that made up his past. While he was alive his son Tom would spend hours listening to Bill tell about his past. Yet after Bill's physical death, Tom could search and search the physical universe and he would not find Bill. The beautiful lake or the cure for cancer would still exist, they would still be a part of the history of the universe, but they would no longer be part of the past that belonged to Bill, that Bill could think and talk about. Tom could not find Bill and ask him to tell about his past. Bill would not exist. Bill would no longer have a past that belonged to Bill.

After the death of Bill, Bill cannot pick a point on the finite world-line of his life and say that he, the individual who no longer exists, had a "meaningful" life at that point in time. Of course, someone who is alive can point to Bill's life and say it was "meaningful". Meaningful to whom? Certainly not to Bill, the person who no longer exists. Meaningful to the current generation, perhaps. But is that not the same as saying that a past life will (at most) be meaningful to the current generation for a finite period of time, and then will no longer be meaningful to them, for they too will no longer exist? Does this not result in an endless procession of finite lives, each of which ceases to exist and takes with it past, present, and future? Is this not a discontinuity that renders each lifetime a discrete, unique, entity that is bound to its own world-line?

As we have said, many who do not believe in a life after death argue that the lives of those who no longer exist had "meaning" and "value" because they contributed to the evolutionary cycle, they improved the existence of humankind, they protected the environment, they contributed to art and science and literature, etc. Essentially they argue that the universe benefited from the positive lives of those individuals who no longer exist. Let us return to this idea and look at what it would require to be true. No matter how I rephrase the concepts, it seems that to be true it necessarily requires that we assign the quality of consciousness to something in the universe other than living creatures. It seems to require an anthropomorphic view of the physical universe itself.

If we say that Bill's life benefited humankind, then we are assigning to the entire class of individuals called humans the anthropomorphic quality of being "benefited", a quality that requires the assignment of consciousness to "humankind" as opposed to individual "humans". If we say that Bill's life benefited the environment, then we are assigning to the "environment" the anthropomorphic quality of being "benefited". If we say that Bill's life contributed to science or art or literature, then we are assigning to science and art and literature the anthropomorphic quality of receiving a "contribution". It seems that we are trying to impart on that which admittedly survives death, the environment or science or humankind, a collective consciousness, a life after death for inanimate objects and abstract concepts. In doing so we vicariously assume a continuation of our own existence through the objects and concepts that survive. I cannot see how one can say that consciousness is the product of living minds and that individual "consciousness" ends at death, and at the same time say that individual accomplishments somehow survive in a universal consciousness that is the product of inanimate physical objects and/or concepts?

It would seem to be an impossible task to argue that the lives of those who no longer exist were and are, in any truly meaningful way, of "benefit" to inanimate objects like the environment, or to non-conscious elements such as the evolutionary genetic pool, or to argue that they contributed to abstract concepts such as art and science and "humankind" taken as a whole. It seems less difficult to accept a non-physical life after death, which we are somehow spatially separated from, than it is to construct an anthropomorphic existence within the physical universe that somehow survives death.

"Meaning" and "value" and all other similar concepts must have some living entity associated with them to make any "sense". It is clear that a lifetime of experiences can have "meaning" and "value" to or for a human being. Perhaps a lifetime of experiences can have meaning to and for other living creatures. However, a lifetime of events cannot have meaning and value for inanimate objects. When a rock is carved into a work of art, the final product can have meaning and value to the artist and to other living beings, but the transformation cannot have meaning and value, in any realistic sense of those words, to or for the rock. If we were to assert that humans do not survive death but that a rock has a timeless self-awareness, we would be attributing the characteristics of a soul to the rock, much as some religions do to carved idols. Some people and mystical religions claim that a wide range of inanimate objects possess a permanent "consciousness". While I cannot prove they are wrong, I strongly believe that physical (as opposed to non-physical) consciousness exists only in biologic creatures and only for so long as they exist as living entities. It seems intuitively wrong to say that human and other living consciousness ends at death, but that meaning and value somehow survive in inanimate objects.

For the word "benefit", or words conveying similar concepts, to have any realistic meaning we must ask "who" receives the benefit, not "what" receives the benefit. A living human being can benefit from a vaccine developed by a scientist who has already died, however the benefit to that individual human ends on the death of that human. "Humankind" cannot benefit from the vaccine unless we assign the living trait of consciousness to "humankind" as a whole. It is admittedly difficult to understand that "humankind" is an abstract classification, and that it is not a physical entity that survives death. We have an intuitive feeling that as an individual human being we are part of a continuous existence known as "humankind", an existence that somehow survives death. Perhaps this feeling is rooted in an instinctive desire for preservation of the species. Regardless what causes us to feel that "humankind" is itself a continuous existence, humankind is no more than a collective description of all the discontinuous, finite lives of individual humans. The fact that we are members of "humankind" does not change the fact that if there is no life after death, each of us lives an individual finite life, and on our death each of us ceases to exist. "Humankind" cannot receive the benefit of anything, only the human beings who make up "humankind" can do that, and if there is no life after death, the benefit to each of those human beings ends on the date of their death.

In their arguments for humanism, existentialism, etc., philosophers have spent lifetimes trying to construct a difference between the apparent continuity of humankind, and the periodic death of individual humans. Many suggest that so long as humankind continues to exist, humankind, and/or individual humans, by having been a part of humankind, somehow inherit a form of immortality. I find these efforts to be illogical attempts by humans to be more than doomed animals. If each individual's consciousness ceases to exist when they die, and if each individual eventually dies, then no individual consciousness will survive, and the concept of a collective human "consciousness" known as "humankind" is a fantasy.

I am convinced that those who reject the possibility of a non-physical life after death, who accept death as the end, and who find some humanistic reason to view life as "worthwhile", are the ones who have created irrational myths and illogical belief systems. Merriam-Webster's primary definition of fantasy is "to conceive in the mind". If our consciousness is a product of our mind, and if our mind ceases to exist on our death, we live a finite life that is by definition a "fantasy".

The point is that if we do not continue to exist after physical death, every individual in each generation is simply waiting in line to cease existing. If there is no life after death, the existence they live, your finite life and my finite life, is the true fantasy. It appears at birth, lasts a fixed period of time, and then disappears completely. A life may leave traces of its existence and a history of the changes it made in an essentially inanimate universe, but the life no longer exists. The lives that were Bill and Joan and Sally and Sam no longer exist, they were no more than products of each person's mind. Unless we survive the grave, as each mind ceases to exist, the life it lives that it believes is more than mere existence, ceases to exist.

"Humanistic" philosophers seem to acknowledge the physical nature of consciousness and the end of consciousness at death. Yet almost all modern philosophers tell us that finite life can have meaning and value. The problem lies in the failure to accept the rational and logical consequences to each human being if individual consciousness ceases to exist on the physical death of the mind and body. Philosophers often speak of the void that would follow such a death as the abyss, the unknown, the approaching void, etc. All of these suggest that we are on a journey to a "place" which lies at the end of our physical lifetimes. If on our death we cease to exist, this idea that we are traveling to our ultimate destiny is false. What the philosophers are doing is giving substance to nothing. We are not traveling to an abyss, the void, or the unknown, for these words suggest that we are moving toward something. If on our death we cease to exist then "nothing" totally consumes us. I recognize the seeming absurdity of the language, yet it suggests the underlying truth.

This is the heart of the problem, we cannot in any way whatsoever understand or visualize "nothing". The moment we attempt to comprehend or visualize "nothing", the comprehension or visualization interjects something into "nothing", preventing us from reaching our goal. When we define "nothing" we give it the quality of being definable, a quality that can only be given to that which is more than "nothing". Nothing might be thought of as the total absence of physical reality, yet even this assigns a definition to the indefinable. The moment we think about "nothing" we make it an object that can be thought about, we make it an object that can only be more than "nothing".

The only way we can answer the question "what is nothing?" is to answer it by not asking it, something we cannot do, for if we ask the question we destroy the answer. The answer to the question "what is nothing?" is not what we commonly call "nothing", it is an absolute "nothing" that is destroyed by anything we think, say, or do about it. The only way to visualize "nothing" is to be consumed by "nothing", however this results in "nothing" being left to visualize "nothing". Most fail to recognize the fact that "something" simply cannot comprehend "nothing".

If I say that there is "nothing" in a room, I am using a definition of "nothing" that has "nothing" to do with what we are talking about. Human language is a product of human limitations, there simply is no true definition of "nothing". The impossible to comprehend "nothing" that denotes no space, is incorporated by human beings into the more common definition of a "nothing" that denotes empty space. In other words, when we say that there is "nothing" in a "room" we do not mean that the inside of the room does not exist, yet human intuition gives us the feeling that the empty space defined by the walls is what "nothing" is. The empty space defined by the walls is not "nothing", it is "something" that we can define and measure and talk about. Empty space has characteristics, it requires time to traverse, it can be filled with something, etc. True "nothing" cannot be quantified or measured or discussed, it does not exist in the room or outside the room or anywhere else. True "nothing" cannot be traversed, it cannot be filled. True "nothing" does not exist "any where" or "any time". Perhaps with a great deal of time and effort you can approach an understanding of what it means not to be able to comprehend "nothing". Unless and until you reach this understanding you will find it virtually impossible to understand and accept that "nothing" might consume your past, present, and future.

This misunderstanding of true "nothing" has lead philosophers to picture journeys toward nothing, rather than entire lifetimes ultimately consumed by nothing. They construct ways of giving value and meaning to the journey (even if meaning is just the playing out of the absurd), viewing death as the end point of a somehow meaningful life. They assert that it is not the endpoint, or even the life, that has value, it is the "journey". Somehow struggle against oppression becomes noble, strength over weakness becomes desirable, even if the quest must someday end. Since the void would simply be the destination of all lifetimes, these writers fail to recognize that the "nothing" that follows such a life consumes the entire life. If an individual ceases to exist on their death, then the "nothing" that consumes their consciousness at death consumes their entire lifetime, rendering both struggle and strength over weakness meaningless. The "nothing" that consumes their consciousness at death consumes their past, present, and future, period. This is incredibly hard to grasp, yet no one has shown me a persuasive alternative that allows me to avoid this conclusion and its consequences.

I am particularly disturbed and dismayed by philosophers who seek to overcome an ultimate void through exercise of the human intellect, by gaining power, by hatred and violence, by destruction as a prelude to rebuilding, by the liberation of inhibitions, by what is called positive or active nihilism, etc. These attempts, no matter what you have been told, are illogical and irrational. I would suggest that rather than philosophical arguments, they are no more than linguistic mazes. They all rest on the false assumption that the abyss, the void, is a point in the lifetime of an individual (the endpoint of their world-line) that is distinct and isolated from the rest of their lifetime. "Nothing" is not part of a life, rather it is the ultimate fate of the entire life if there is no life after death. The failure to recognize this fact has lead to false hopes based on the impossible premise that even if an individual ceases to exist on their death, the act of living can somehow give meaning to the individual's existence.

Theists seek to find something beyond nothing. Philosophers who believe that consciousness ends at death seek to create something out of nothing! It is far more logical and rational to postulate an existence beyond human cognition, than it is to accept philosophic alchemy that purports to overcome meaningless death by creating or finding value in nothing. Except for the fact that our humanity blinds us to the possibility of a meaningless physical existence, I cannot see why generations of philosophers have accepted that it is rational and logical to construct what purport to be periods of infinite meaning and value on what they agree are finite world-lines. If we live in an ultimately inanimate universe where consciousness ends at death, no one can, with intellectual honesty, profess confidence that our finite lives have meaning and value.

What strikes me as an even more significant consequence of the argument that humans are physical beings that cannot exist beyond the limits of physical existence, is the question why should such a being "care" whether or not it exists for a finite period of time? Since the being believes it will inevitably cease to exist, and that once it ceases to exist it will have no past, present, or future because it no longer will be a conscious (or otherwise) being, what possible consequence can "now" have to the being? The logical answer is none.

An amazing conclusion from this logic is that if death brings with it a total void, humankind not only has no reason to fear death, but also has no reason to avoid death (please remember that I believe human beings exist beyond death and that life does have meaning, also note that we will discuss other physical theories on which one might reach other conclusions). The distinction between having no reason to fear death, and no reason to avoid death, is profound and often missed. If you do not believe that there is life after death, it is one thing to realize that you should not fear death, it is entirely another thing to realize that you have no reason to feel anything at all about death (or for that matter anything at all about life). If a nihilistic death brings with it the annihilation of an individual, that individual no longer exists, and the logical conclusion is that death is neither positive, negative, or otherwise to the individual.

One may say that if those who believe there is no life after death are right, it makes no difference whether a human being was a doctor or a thief. One may not continue and say that since it makes no difference if you are a doctor or a thief, it is somehow better for humankind if an individual was a doctor, for if death is the end it truly makes no difference at all what happens in life. This ultimate void, the same void that preceded our birth, would in a single moment consume each individual's past, present, and future. No matter what philosophers may tell us, such a fate, while it would offer no hope for a present or future, would leave nothing to be feared.

If death annihilates the individual consciousness, there is no reason whatsoever to embrace cryogenics, cloning, strong artificial intelligence, or any other means of extending physical life. Since an individual's death would carry with it no possible consequence to that individual, there is no logical reason whatsoever for the living individual to avoid the "consequences" of death (again, please remember that I believe that we continue to exist after death, and that we must live positive lives if we are to avoid very real negative consequences in life and after death). It is pure and simple logic to deduce that if an individual no longer exists after death (which I absolutely do not believe is true), that individual has no logical reason to expend any effort to avoid death. I admit that this logic seems counter intuitive, and even wrong, but if one is willing to dissociate one's self from the incredible biologic urge for self-preservation, both of the individual and the species, and is willing to apply purely objective reasoning, the logical conclusion, while discomforting, is perhaps inevitable (there is at least one logical loophole that might give permanent meaning and value to a finite physical life, the idea of relativistic time, which we will discuss below).

I am frequently told by those who champion humanistic philosophies that they are not "nihilists", that they believe in positive values and reject the argument that life is meaningless. They are missing the point. Humanism, rationalism, positive nihilism, etc., all assert that there is value and meaning in life. Yet humanism, rationalism, positive nihilism, etc., also assert that there is no life after death and that consciousness ends at death. This is a contradiction that cannot be reconciled. We have demonstrated that it is rational and logical to conclude that if consciousness ends at death, then death without life after death annihilates each individual's past, present, and future. Therefore I would argue (we will discuss the scientific complications below) that a humanist, rationalist, positive nihilist, any person who asserts that life ends at death, must accept the nihilistic conclusion that "nothing" will eventually consume their life, annihilating their past, present, and future.

It does not matter whether or not a humanist believes they are a "nihilist". Those who argue for humanistic philosophies cannot rationally and logically assert that there is value and meaning in a life they agree will eventually disappear. I am not saying that humanistic philosophers do not assert that life has positive value and meaning even without a life after death, what I am saying is that their assertions are based on the false premise that the life of an individual who ceases to exist at death can somehow have value and meaning for the individual who no longer exists (or for future generations whose time to cease existing has not yet arrived). It is not logical or rational to assert that an individual's life has meaning and value to an individual, or any other individuals, unless those individuals "exist". Humanistic philosophies that deny the existence of life after death offer no escape from the "nothing" that would consume all value and meaning.

At the opposite end of the scale from humanists are "absurdists" who believe that life is absurd, without meaning and value. They argue that on our death we are consumed by nothing, and therefore life is without meaning and value, yet they also assert that life itself is "absurd". If there is no life after death, the nothing that consumes both humanists and absurdists not only prevents their lives from being meaningful, but also prevents their lives from being absurd.

There are very few true nihilists, perhaps there are none. Even nihilists, who say that they accept the consequences we have discussed, usually find a way to interject value into existence while still claiming to be nihilists. The very fact that they explain to you that they are nihilists asserts that there is value in telling you they are nihilists. It is impossible to practice pure nihilism, yet that does not prove that nihilism is not "correct", nor does it prove that it is. The search for meaning and direction are part of being human, nihilists simply cannot fully escape that heritage.

An important comment, nihilism cannot be used, as it often is, as an excuse to do what you want to do. The suggestion that if nothing matters one would somehow be free to do what they want to, free to be a concert pianist, an alcoholic, a doctor, a thief, etc., is simply wrong. While nihilism does not support positive accomplishments in life, neither does it make allowance for the negative aspects of life. Nihilism is a void that has nothing to say whatsoever about what should be done or what should not be done. It cannot be used as an excuse to do anything, for it says that just as no argument can be made against anything, no argument can be made for anything. "Nothing" does not "enslave" us. "Nothing" does not "liberate" us. "Nothing" does not prevent us from doing anything. "Nothing" does not free us to do anything. "Nothing" is "nothing", period.

Similarly, nihilism can never lead to suicide, for nihilism tells us that nothing that happens in our lives, no matter how "badly" we may feel about it at the time, has any "real" consequence at all. It tells us that what we perceive to be the very worst events in our lives are no better, or worse, than any other events. There is no reason to commit suicide, for the person who lives to his or her natural death is no worse off, or better off, than the person who terminates their life.

Furthermore, while it appears to be impossible to scientifically prove that life has value, it is equally impossible to objectively prove that life has no value. No matter what the nihilist may believe to be true at any particular time in their life, the possibility always exists that he or she may eventually find value and meaning in their life beyond nihilism. Since for the nihilist life experiences are ultimately neither bad nor good, there can be no reason whatsoever to terminate the opportunity to find value outside nihilism, there can be absolutely no reason to commit suicide. Those who do not believe that there is life after death have no reason to end their life, because the same "nothing" awaits them no matter when they die. Those who do not believe that there is life after death have every reason to live. It is absolutely clear that, whether they believe they will or not, nihilists may eventually find something beyond "nothing" that gives meaning to their life. It is also absolutely clear, that those who do not believe that there is life after death, may simply be wrong.

Since our emotions often cloud our ability to find logical answers, it is very important for those who are depressed to take the necessary time to understand that belief in nihilistic philosophies cannot in any way whatsoever lead to suicide. I am absolutely convinced that nihilism totally rejects suicide as an option for any human being. If there is no life after death, there is absolutely no reason to terminate our own physical life at any time during our natural physical life. If there is no life after death, each of us will experience the same ultimate fate whether we die at age 20 or 30 or 40 or live until the date of our natural death. If nihilism is correct there simply cannot be any logical preference for termination of life on any date before the date of our natural death. Therefore, the possibility that nihilism is not correct, no matter how small that possibility may seem to be, renders it totally logical to continue our physical existence to the date of our natural death. If nihilism is correct, living to the date of our natural death will make absolutely no difference in our life, so we have lost nothing by not committing suicide. If nihilism is not correct, we may lose everything by committing suicide. Since nihilism may be wrong, there can be no reason to terminate our life, risk the negative consequences, and abandon the possible positive consequences of living out our natural life. There is absolutely no logical reason to reject the possibility that nihilism may be false. There is absolutely no justification or reason whatsoever to commit suicide. [If you find yourself distressed or depressed by our conclusions please read the note at the end of this essay.]

Beyond the human desire for meaning in life, I would suggest that nihilism itself "requires" the search for alternatives to nihilism. Those who believe that the void is "approaching" are, by the very nature of their humanity, required to search for something to believe in other than the void. At first this statement seems rather odd, but on careful reflection you should understand why all humans who understand that their philosophy leads them into the void, must search for that which may lead elsewhere. Perhaps this is the most important conclusion we can reach about nihilism.

There is no reason to believe that life ends at death, no reason to be a "nihilist". If nihilism is correct, it makes no difference whatsoever if we believe it is correct, or not. If we believe nihilism is correct, and it is correct, that does not alter the void that would follow death. If we believe nihilism is not correct, and it is correct, that does not alter the void that would follow death. If we do not believe anything at all about nihilism, and it is correct, that does not alter the void that would follow death.

Yet if nihilism is not correct, belief and/or faith in that which offers a reason for living may well be essential to our existence. If we recognize that the humanistic belief that there is no life after death leads to the nihilistic conclusion that the "void" will consume past, present, and future, then to escape the quicksand of nihilistic time we must search for alternatives that provide a reason for living. Therefore, there is no reason whatsoever not to search for an alternative to nihilism, humanism, rationalism, agnosticism, etc., to explore the possibility of life after death, to search for a reason for living.

Does anything we have said lead to the conclusion that we cease to exist on our death? I am thoroughly convinced that there is nothing in science, logic, or otherwise that leads to an objective conclusion that we cease to exist on our death. I am convinced that there is reason to believe in a non-physical life after death that gives meaning and purpose to our present lives. If a world exists beyond the grave that is beyond human perception, science cannot prove or disprove that it exists, period. More importantly, science cannot say that it is likely or unlikely that it exists (see below for reference to other essays and comments that address complex issues).

The bottom line is that no matter what you feel, think, or believe, there may be a life after death. I believe that nihilism is the principal, perhaps the only, alternative to belief in a life after death. If you do not believe that there is a life after death, and if the only logical alternative is nihilism, then you are, whether you want to be or not, a nihilist. Yet I believe, and have faith, that we do in fact survive the grave. I believe that nihilism offers no hope for the present, no hope for the future, no hope for the past. I believe that the possibility of continued existence is a "reality" which gives us hope that we may find something in our present life that makes life worth living. I have not heard a single argument that would change my belief that existence of a life worth living now and after death is the only thing which offers the possibility of turning the "fantasy" of a finite lifetime into the reality of an infinite life.

Many people who have read this essay will return to the comfortable argument that if Bill found the cure for cancer while he was alive, his death does not erase that remarkable accomplishment, and therefore it is absolutely true that "Bill's life had meaning and value". It is human nature to believe that once an event has occurred in your life it has happened, period, and in fact it has. It is also human nature to believe that once that an event that had apparent meaning and value to you has occurred in your life, it will always have meaning and value to your life. If you accomplish a goal you have the incredibly strong feeling that "they can't take that away from me". You are absolutely sure that your past is indelibly etched in time. Yet we have shown that if there is no conscious existence after death, your past may in fact die with you. Those who refuse to accept the possibility that their past may be "annihilated" by "nothing" need to look more closely at the current understanding of space-time, and at what it tells us about "scientific" answers to our questions.

The following is more complex than I would like it to be. For those readers who may still doubt the possibility that our conclusions are right, we include the following rather technical overview of cosmologic issues. For our conclusions to be true, it would seem that each of our physical lives would need to be "finite" so that each of us has a singular experiential existence. One of the strongest intuitive feelings that a human being possesses is the feeling that when something has happened in his or her life, it has happened, period. We intuitively believe that when a child has been born nothing can ever change that absolute fact. We believe that the birth of the child is far more than a memory, it is an event that will in some manner always be a part of the universe. Many feel that even if there is no life after death, they can fill the life they live on earth with meaning and value, and that their lifetime full of "experiences" will somehow live on after their death. At the same time we intuitively believe that we live only in the present. We live each day in our lives, one day at a time. As I write this essay I am not living the life I lived yesterday, I am not living the life I will live tomorrow, I am living "today". We intuitively believe that we do not exist in the future, we do not exist in the past, we exist now!

If there is no life after death, if we are little more than animals, an intuitive feeling of continuity would not be surprising. From the very beginning, to assure survival of any species, evolution would certainly have instilled in living creatures the feeling that there is a reason for them to exist, a reason for them to crawl out of the ocean and build cities. If there is no life after death, and our lives are in fact consumed by "nothing", it is no wonder that our genetic heritage argues so strongly against that possibility.

While each of us has the strong intuitive belief that there is a singular "me", that is either alive or dead, the modern physics behind the Shrodinger's cat paradox illustrates that the answer is not that easy. The physics of quantum superposition tells us that we may indeed be both dead and alive at the same time! When humanists speak of a positive life having meaning and value even if the individual eventually ceases to exist, they are necessarily saying that the positive life, and perhaps the individual consciousness that lives the life, somehow "persists" in space-time after the death of that individual. Both quantum mechanics and special relativity support interpretations that dramatically blur the line between physical life and death. What does science tell us about all this? Does it allow for the possibility of a meaningful physical life without a non-physical life after death?

What is most likely to happen to us at our physical death can be divided into seven principal possibilities. We will consider five of these possibilities in some detail. We will quickly eliminate the two most radical ideas. It is possible that nothing is "real". We do not need to deal with this possibility because if it is correct it seems most likely that nothing matters at all. If there is no reality in life, if all is a transient illusion, then it would be virtually impossible for there to be any meaning and value in human existence. All that we experience in our lives reinforces our confidence in what we intuitively believe to be true, that the world we live in is "real". Even if we cannot objectively prove that we "exist", I do not know of a single rational theory that offers a significant reason to question our basic existence. While I strongly believe that our existence is real, if I am wrong and everything is unreal, then there are no rational questions that need to be asked, and there are no rational answers to be found.

We can also quickly eliminate the need to discuss the fact that since we are only a small part of the whole, we cannot say with absolute certainty that anything is true, or false, unless the knowledge of that truth or falsity has been revealed to us by the whole. While many people believe that certain truths about basic physical reality have already been revealed to us, I am not convinced that they have been. Therefore, it seems to me that there is a possibility that the intuitive feeling most of us have that our lives have meaning and value, may be based on an objective physical reality we do not, perhaps cannot, know and understand. It seems to me that it will always be possible that there is an underlying truth that we intuitively recognize, but that we cannot objectively know and understand. In other words, it is possible that we may never discover or understand the laws that explain the physical nature of our universe.

Even though this is a possibility, there is no "promising" theory or "expanding" knowledge base that I know of which would lead us to believe that a physical reality does in fact exist, that (1) is relevant to the meaning and value of human existence if there is no life after death, and that (2) is not included in one of the five possibilities below. While I may be wrong, I intuitively believe that no "exotic" relevant physical, as opposed to non-physical, reality exists beyond that which we are currently able to perceive. There is no way that we can prove that anything exists, or does not exist, beyond human perception (as extended by instruments, etc.). So we will leave as an intuitively remote possibility that some relevant physical dimension exists beyond human observation. We will also accept that this ephemeral possibility is not a suitable foundation for speculation about a physical (as opposed to a non-physical) existence after death, and we will proceed to the five most likely possibilities.

First possibility - there are billions of individual physical "me's" who have a permanent existence in space-time.

Perhaps the most popular among physicists, this possibility asserts that human physical existence is based on the physical awareness of the billions of individual events that are experienced by human consciousness during a human lifetime. Once a discrete event has occurred in the period that each person recognizes as birth to death, it "persists" in what science calls "space-time", along with all other events that have occurred in our lifetime. Each of us may be thought of as the collective sum of all the individual events that occur during our lives. Yet that does not change the fact that we are the "sum" of billions of individual events, each of which is unique in "space-time".

If this possibility is true, there are many billions of physical "me's", one for each event in my life. The "me" at any one event would not be preferred over the "me" at any other event. No single "me" at any given event is the real "me"! This interpretation of reality leaves us with a very strange physical existence where, as one physicist said, "there is birth and death, but nobody is born or dies; there is change and motion, but nothing changes or moves; there are events, but nothing happens."

Second possibility - there is one physical "me" who is my entire lifetime and who has a permanent existence in space-time.

This possibility concentrates on the idea that each of us may be considered to be the collective sum of all the individual events that occur during our lives, and concludes that each human being has a singular physical existence.

Third possibility - there is one physical "me" who is found at the very end of my lifetime and who has a permanent existence in space-time.

This proposal says that it is possible the "last" version of me just before physical death contains memories of my entire lifetime, and that it is the real, singular, "me". Indeed, there would still be billions of me's existing in space-time, yet the final "me" would be my singular physical existence in space-time. 

Fourth possibility - there is one physical "me" who is found in the present only, and who has a transitory existence in space-time.

Some physicists assert that human physical existence is based on the existence of individual human consciousness that is fully "focused" in what each person recognizes as his or her present. This idea supports the conclusion that each of us has a physical existence, not in the past, not in the future, but in the present only. This is probably the closest model to what we intuitively feel is true, yet only a few physicists believe that it is mathematically correct.

Fifth possibility - there is one physical "me" who has a transitory existence in space.

I believe that this will prove to be the correct possibility. It is based on the fact that general relativity denies the existence of a fundamental "time". In fact, it appears that if and when we discover a theory of quantum gravity, or some other theory that unites relativity and quantum mechanics, it may not include anything like what we call "time". Even though it has not yet been proven, I believe that there is no "past", no "future", only an atemporal "now", a “now” that is much more than a “present” moment in time. Many models that lack "time" are being tested by the handful of mathematical physicists who understand both general relativity and quantum mechanics, whether any can be proven to be correct remains to be seen.

At the dawn of the Third Millennium it would seem fair to expect that a scientist could simply and quickly tell us which of the possibilities is the correct one, and then tell us whether or not what I have said is true or false. In fact, the science necessary to objectively answer our questions is in a terrible state of disarray. Many of you are aware of the great theoretical and experimental success of Einstein's theory of relativity, and of the equally great theoretical and experimental success of quantum theory, especially the Heisenberg uncertainty principle. Most of you are also aware that these two fundamental theories do not seem to be compatible. However few people realize that the differences in general relativity and quantum mechanics are so radical that we cannot determine if relativity, or quantum theory, or both, or neither, gives us a true picture of the universe. At a fundamental level, we simply do not know what physical laws govern the universe!

This essay is being revised at the beginning of the 21st century, as the third millennium begins, a time when scientists lack objective theories to describe the most fundamental physical nature of space, time, consciousness, infinity, quantum effects, quantum gravity, etc. It is a time when we do not know if and when we will have anything approaching a complete understanding of the basic elements of physical reality. It is a time when all that we can do is to use the best information we have to deduce the best answers that we can give to questions about the essence of physical life before death, and the possibility of physical or non-physical life after death. With this in mind, we continue with an overview of what scientists believe they know, and what many of them concede they don't know.

For many, many, years scientists accepted Issac Newton's view of the universe. Newton believed that "space" itself exists (manifold substantivalism), and would continue to exist even if it was totally empty. The place in space where an object is found is that object's "location". For Newton, space was a stage on which we set objects in very specific locations. Motion is simply a change of location from one absolute place to another, therefore an object can be in motion against the fixed background of space even if no other objects exist or are in motion. Newton's space is like a map, where every point can be described by absolute reference to arbitrary coordinates. The coordinates that we select for Newtonian space are called a "preferred metric" on a linear three dimensional (3d) space. Similarly, Newton believed that absolute time is an independent variable that is a fundamental part of the universe. In this kind of universe, the intuitive feeling is correct that even if nothing moves "time keeps ticking away".

In 1905 Albert Einstein, in his special theory of relativity, declared that "space" and "time" are part of a four dimensional (4d) "continuum" called space-time, leading the mathematician H. Minkowski to say "Henceforth, space by itself, and time by itself, are doomed to fade away into mere shadows, and only a kind of union of the two will preserve an independent reality." In 1916 Einstein published his theory of General Relativity (GR), which would fundamentally change the way we look at our universe. GR tells us several things. It introduces the fact that gravitational force can be thought of as a field, like the electromagnetic field that carries radio and television. Moreover, this gravitational field is not set in space-time, it is space-time itself, the very stage on which Newton placed all objects! Therefore the gravitational field has a fundamental role in all physical reality.

An even more shocking result of GR is the fact that the dynamics of the gravitational field, of space-time itself, are fully relational. GR tells us that space-time does not have an independent existence, that there is no background metric in space-time, no fixed coordinates we can use to define motion. Instead, space-time is the product of relative motion. If there were no objects in the universe, there would be no space-time. An example may help, assume that we have a universe with one object in it that we will call "A". GR eliminates the fixed background, therefore A cannot move, simply because there is nothing that A can move away from or move toward. Add a second object "B", and a third object “C” to use for a “ruler”. Now using C as a reference point, object B can be considered to be at rest so that A can move relative to B, and it can then be said that A is moving away from B. Yet Einstein tells us that it is equally correct to declare that A is at rest, so that B can move relative to A, and it can therefore be said that the opposite is true, B is moving away from A. The truly profound thing about all this is that if one observer says that A is moving away from B, and another observer says that B is moving away from A, both are absolutely correct, because there is absolutely no way to distinguish whether A is at rest or B is at rest. In a fully relational universe, like the one GR tells us we live in, we simply cannot prefer the frame of reference of one observer over the frame of reference of any other observer.

Let me touch on some of the basics of the other 20th century scientific revolution, Quantum Mechanics (QM). Quantum mechanics is a relatively new branch of science developed to explain why subatomic particles do not behave according to the Newtonian and GR laws that describe the behavior of "normal" size objects. QM offers a description of reality that seems very different from that given us by relativity. One of the greatest philosophical shocks of this century came in the form of the Heisenberg (quantum) uncertainty principal. Heisenberg noted that if you measure the speed of one of the particles that make up an atom you must in some way affect its position (actually instead of "speed" we should talk about "momentum ", which is speed times mass, for our purposes we will consider speed and momentum as being the same thing). For example, if you measure the speed of a subatomic particle by "observing" it move over a given distance, the observation alters its position in some unpredictable manner. Similarly, if you measure position you must alter speed, thus at any given moment you can never measure both the exact speed (momentum) and exact position of a subatomic particle. The more precise you are in measuring speed, the less precise you will be about position, and vice versa. The problem is actually much more than a problem of measurement, to be more accurate, the wavefunction of a subatomic particle (which describes the particle at the quantum level) that has not been "observed" is precisely determined (without using probabilities) by a formula known as the Schrodinger wave equation. However, the very moment you attempt to measure the momentum or position of the particle, the wavefunction collapses, introducing probabilities into the equation, and the exact momentum and position of the particle at that particular time cannot be determined.

Heisenberg's theory can be interpreted as supporting the proposition that at the quantum level the very concepts of momentum and position have no meaning. At the level of measured observation, modern physics can tell you how many particles in a group of particles have certain speeds and positions, and how many have other speeds and positions, but physicists cannot tell you what the speed and position of any one particle is. This failure is far more than just some inability to measure momentum and position, it is due to the fact that it is fundamentally uncertain what the speed and position of any single observed particle is! A single particle when measured simply does not have position and momentum in any normal sense of the words, but members of a group do, and the probability of x number having x momentum and x,y,z position can be precisely computed.

Both GR and QM are generally accepted as remarkably successful, experimentally verified, essentially correct, theories that give valid solutions to the questions they address. Yet the theories are very different, and may even be incompatible. GR gives us fully deterministic answers without probabilities, QM gives us probabilities without fully deterministic answers. Given present interpretations, it is possible that the differences cannot be reconciled. Quite simply, there is no known theory that explains the nature and existence of what physicists believe to be the most fundamental features of the physical universe.

We already know from the principles of GR and QM that we live in a universe that exhibits quantum properties, in essence we exist in a quantum space-time. Many physicists are pursuing a theory of quantum gravity, the quantity many believe will link GR and QM. Either combining GR and QM into a single theory, or finding a replacement for one or both, is perhaps the most sought after goal in physics and cosmology.

For our purposes, the most important question may be - "if and when quantum gravity is understood, what will the physical nature of quantum space-time be like?" Almost all current models of the universe assume that there is some sort of temporal variable associated with space, the "time" part of space-time. John D. Norton, in "The Hole Argument" (The Stanford Encyclopedia of Philosophy, Copyright 1998 by Stanford University and Edward N. Zalta) gives a quick summary of the current consensus on space-time: "Virtually all modern space-time theories are now built in the same way. The theory posits a manifold of events and then assigns further structures to those events to represent the content of space-time. ...... Consider our universe, which relativistic cosmologies attempt to model. Events in the universe correspond to the dimensionless points of familiar spatial geometry. Just as a geometric point is a particular spot in a geometrical space, an event is a particular point in a cosmological space at a particular time."  The most widely accepted theories of the Twentieth Century view the birth of an individual as an unique event at an unique point in space-time, and the subsequent death of that individual as an unique event at an unique point in space-time. The points in between represent all the events that occur in a human lifetime. The line that connects the points, and by doing so represents the lifetime mapped on space-time, is called a world-line.

Now let us go back and try to discover what science is telling us about each of the possibilities:

First possibility - there are billions of individual physical "me's" who have a permanent existence in space-time.

It is fair to say that most scientists believe that what we call physical consciousness is the essence of what makes a human being a human being. Based on the popular understanding of Einstein's theory of relativity, most scientists accept that human existence consists of the series of all the physical events that occur over the space-time interval we call the birth to death of an individual. As we have said, these events are usually described as occurring along a world-line traced out in four (three space and one time) dimensional space-time. Essentially, scientists view human physical existence as the product of every sequential event in the life of a human being that occurs along that individual's physical world-line.

Furthermore, most scientists believe that, just as everything else is, physical consciousness is the product of physical events. They believe that once a physical event has occurred it has occurred, that once physical consciousness has occurred it is forever etched in the fabric of space-time, just as all other events are permanently etched along the individual's world-line. This is conventional wisdom at the turn of the millennium, and is the basis for what we call the first possibility. If the scientists are right, this possibility tells us that human consciousness persists at each of the billions upon billions of points along an individual's world-line that represent the physical events that create the physical consciousness.

If true, the cosmos is a very strange place, where each individual continues to exist forever as the billions of discrete events that create discrete human consciousness